I AM
John 8: After the crowd went home, Jesus went to the Mt. of Olives for a while, probably to pray. In the morning He went back to the Temple to teach. While He was teaching, the Scribes and Pharisees brought a woman who was caught in the act of adultery, and set her before Him. They asked Him what He would do to her because according to Moses she should be stoned to death, Leviticus 20:10. Jesus stooped and began to write on the ground and as He did so, He asked: “If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” They immediately got up and left, one by one. When Jesus got up He asked the woman where the accusers went she replied ‘they went away.’ Jesus then told her to go and sin no more; they didn’t condemn her and neither did He.
Jesus continued teaching, stating that He was the Light of the world in John 8:12, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” The Pharisees challenged Jesus’ testimony because He was being a witness for Himself. His reply was that even if that were so He knew where He came from and where He was going; John 8:16, “But if I do judge, my decisions are right, because I am not alone. I stand with the Father who sent me.” Obviously they had no clue as to what He was talking about. He told them that they judge according to man’s way and He wasn’t judging anyone, however even if He were, He said His judgment would be true because He and the Father are in agreement. He reminded them that in their own law it stated that the testimony of two witnesses is true and He and His Father were the two witnesses. They queried Jesus as to the where the Father was and He told them: “You do not know me or my Father. If you knew me you would know my Father also,” John 8:19. Again, they tried to seize Him and couldn’t.
Jesus told them that He would be leaving them soon and where He was going, they couldn’t accompany Him, further more even if they tried to find Him, they couldn’t and they would die in their sins. John 8:24, “I told you that you would die in your sins; if you do not believe that I am the one I claim to be, you will indeed die in your sins.” He told them they were from Hell, in that they were in and of this world. He repeated that they would die in their sins unless they believed in Him. Again they asked Jesus who He was and again He told them He had been telling them all along and yet they refuse to believe. He told them that His words were directly from the Father whom they didn’t know. He told them in John 8:28, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I am the one I claim to be and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me.” Again He told them that it was His Father’s will for Him to be there and teach them the truth. He told them that he always obeys His Father and does His will because it pleases Him. As He spoke many came to believe in Him.
Jesus told those who believed in Him in John 8:31-32, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” They quickly replied they were not slaves to be set free, not realizing that Jesus was talking about their sins; sinners are slaves to sin. Believing in Jesus would, indeed, make one free. Jesus told them that in spite of the fact they were ancestors of Abraham, they were still trying to kill Him because they simply refused to believe in Him. Jesus told them how He does things that the Father has done and they replied they do the same with their father, Abraham, to which Jesus responded, ‘if you were the children of Abraham, then you would do his deeds,’ John 8:39. But they can’t, as they would much prefer to kill Him instead.
At this point Jesus told them in no uncertain terms that their father was the devil in John 8:44, “You belong to your Father the devil, and you want to carry out your Father’s desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.” This was the reason they didn’t believe in Him. He said they wanted to do the desires of their father which was to kill Him. Jesus said, “If I am telling you the truth, why don’t you believe me? He asked if there were any one in he crowd who could convict Him of sin and if not, then why don’t you believe? As Jesus said, “He who is of God hears the words of God; for this reason you do not hear them, because you are not of God,” see John 8:47. They continued in their blasphemy and refusal to recognize who Jesus was and began to accuse Him of being demon possessed and His response was that they continue to dishonor Him. Again Jesus told them that if they ‘believed in Him they would never see death’ (separation from God). Their hardened hearts showed up again when they were convinced He was demon possessed because Abraham and the prophets died, and now He is telling them that they will not die (be separated from God). Jesus continued telling them the truth and defending the Father and told them how Abraham rejoiced greatly over Jesus. They, immediately, replied that it would be impossible for that to occur because Abraham was much older then Him and He was to young to know him Jesus said, “Truly, Truly, I say to you, before Abraham was, I am,” John 8:58.They tried to stone Him, but failed again.
Meaning: Time and time again in the Scriptures, we see the love and compassion God has for everyone. What impresses me the most is the seemingly, never ending patience of Jesus, as He, time after time tells the truth, teaches them and never gets angry with them. Personally, I’d have blown a gasket or two. Jesus is always ready to forgive as He did the woman in verse 11. In verse 28 Jesus foretold of His crucifixion and it came true. I find it difficult to comprehend how those who actually witnessed these events refused to believe in Him. We haven’t been witnesses, but yet we believe Him, because of faith and our hearts are not hardened. I believe His words in the Bible, because I believe they are inspired of God. I am so happy to be free in Jesus, no longer enslaved to sin and to the devil. This chapter identifies one form of death that is eternal separation from God, because of sin, for those who refuse to believe in Jesus Christ. The other death, of course, is the physical death of the body. But I know that I will live forever in Christ. ‘Never see death,’ verse 51 means that as I am with Him now, I will always be. We need to recognize the presence of God in our lives and live accordingly. In verse 58 Jesus said, ‘I AM’ which means always in existence i.e., absolute eternal existence.
What I have learned in this chapter encourages me to remember that He is with me, now and forever and to live my life in such a way as to please Him; to do His will. I know this will not be easy because Satan is constantly on the scene and vigorously tries to discourage Christians everywhere. Fortunately, I also know that in Jesus I have victory over Satan and do not have to yield to the temptations he presents to me, and I might add, on a daily basis, not only to me but to everyone. The Holy Spirit is our protector.